Day 1

5 May 2018 11:57AM

Meditation and some new realizations

1) Given up non-veg (I don't wanna be a part of commercial meat business where you raise a chicken or a mutton with the sole intent to kill and eat. I will eat non veg in the most primitive form like the stone age when I have nothing to eat but an animal, when I've not raised it to kill but killing it to survive, for food).

2) I'm my own god. I need to find my own truth, my own meaning of life.

3) I need to end this war with Richa. I need to set myself free and move ahead in life. Her purpose in my life is over. It's time we explore what's ahead.

4) It's Saturday and off, I'm reading 'eat pray and love'.

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